Disloyalty

Well, it turns out to be a simple behavior of
ignorant disloyalty Now tell me!Protest all life in lack of connection
Challenge
the soul on the eve of despair I might be black from grief yet
I
am white at
heart My bloodstained endurance will set me apart Feel
your
fatal deceitThe
consequence rages straight through your face of
disgraceJust
take
it!

Just A Will

I have mourned for eons now, and only my will shall rise me up from the ashes of sadness

I have cried rivers for into solitude I had been left

but my will shall rise me up from the mug of sadness

for eons I have loved him, even when he didn't love me at all

for behind my back he was cheating on

now My Will Rises up as a hydra from the sadness

and with flourishing anger and wrath my will shall make me new

No more regrets, no more tears unto him, for he doesn't deserve it

for he is a traitor, for he is a cruel and mean being of deceit

I SHALL RISE UP FROM THE NETHERS AND RISE AND RISE

FOR ONTO THE HYDRA'S WINGS I WILL FLY

Just A Thought

Mayhaps this is better, mayhaps this is not

but the only thing I know is that I am free

Mayhaps this is a releaf, or mayhaps a grief

but I realise that his leaving was my release

No reason for his leaving, for love was blooming

but now I can realise that his coldness is warm

my soul now o'erwhelmed by joy tainted in sadness

tries to fly and flee for in this solitude I can really be Free...